Okay. Eva? Molly? I’m sorry for making fun of you for loving the Twilight series.
I just saw the movie, and –basically… I loved it.
Twilight was corny enough to suspend my disbelief but still put a giant, dorky grin on my face, and it was as sexy as slow love in the winter time. I’m very surprised.
A boy I was with bit me so hard on the neck, I had a painful bruise for at least 2 weeks. That’s the closest I’ve come to vampires. But that bruise wasn’t sexy, and this movie was.
So I just got on the 5:20 bus to the San Francisco ferry building. As I was walking up to the bus it changed gears and almost drove away. It made my fight or flight instincts kick up. I got this wave of adrenaline because a bus almost pulled away from me. How jumpy is that?
Anyway, I made it. and now I’m headed home to San Francisco Bay. I keep jogging my mind trying to think if I forgot anything… paid my bills, cashed my check, packed my family’s presents, went to Shins sushi to remind them to hire me… I think I’m all set.
Speaking of jogging, I need to start jogging for serious. I’m running an 8 mile race with a boy that came to our holiday party. I got drunk and pinky promised to run it with him, and now I’m being held to it! I can do it though, I’m in pretty good shape right now…but you know what? I like my little curves. So I just need to up my cardio and my mileage.
The next boy I date needs to be quiet, but have intense conviction. I think for me to fall in love again, i need to have passionate, social intimacy before romantic intimacy (if that makes any sense) I need some sexual tension so thick you could cut it with a knife. I need a sturdy figure witha solid sense of self and in order to attract this man, basically, I need to take a child’s dose of a chill pill. I’m always buzzin’ like neon.
This love is no where to be found as of now, but 2009 will be a year for change–hopefully the winds of change will breeze past me.